I didn’t even get a new lead pencil that morning. :(
…why would there be pencils in the bathroom?
Right when I was on the verge of giving up hope and moving on, you finally talked to me again. I guess when you realized you could lose me forever, you tossed aside your stubbornness, insecurities, and whatever else and you picked me right back up. Please don’t ever push me down again. The third time I might not get back up. I’m so happy and glad that I have you back and I hope you realize your stuck with me. You and I have literally made it through thick and thin and love hasn’t given up on us yet. I love you, always have and always will.
And this is the moment that I realize I’m over you.. and it makes me sad that I am but it can’t be helped.. I still love you with all my heart and I always will, but it’s obvious to me that we will never work it out and I feel weird saying this but… I’m okay with us never getting back together. That’s all I wanted but the more you ignored me, the more I saw you didn’t care about me anymore, the more I saw you didn’t love me quite as much anymore, the more I saw you were talking to her, the more I saw you liking almost all of her pictures, the more I saw you were finally happy now that I was gone..I knew it wouldn’t happen. I miss you, I love you but I’m okay with not seeing you and I’m not IN-love with you anymore…and this is the result you get from me when you’ve done me the way you did. I’m perfectly happy without you. There are some things I miss about being with you but there are more things I like more being without you. I’ve started learning who I am and I am enjoying life for myself. I’m happy now and I thank you.(: